Believe

The frustrations of doing this are mind blowing. The stress of it all is out of this world insanity.

I understand that some people just don't get it. They don't get the whole novelist idea. The desire to be something where you can create a whole different world and characters to go with it.

I'm just trying to accomplish a life-long dream. I'm merely trying to do something I'm passionate about. I'm not doing this just to pass the time. I'm not just trying to get attention. Because let me tell you, most people could care less about this whole thing. It doesn't concern them. It's not apart of their every day lives.

Is that what frustrates me? I would be lying if I said it wasn't a part of it. Sure, I want to be noticed as a great writer someday. I want others to take note of the struggles I have to go through to accomplish this because I feel it matters. It all matters. I just want people to look past the superficial part of their lives and look deep into themselves and realize their own dreams. To go for it. Stop being afraid of who you are and what you really want in life. I feel it's all worth the fight to get. To be truly happy. Writing is what makes me happy. It's sad to know that there are people out there who haven't really realized what makes them happy. They may think they know but really don't. They're wasting away, trying to find the next fix to make them happy.

I don't even know where this post came from. It's almost two in the morning and I should be in bed. I have to write in the morning....